
Well I am just completely and utterly pissed off at my husband, at my life, and most important at myself. My husband, the idiot is someone who I thought I was in love with. We were the typical high school sweethearts and being the complete naive person that I was, I ended up marrying him thinking that love was enough. This was about two years ago.
Anyway, part of the reason that I ended up marrying him was due to the fact that I got pregnant. Guess I should include that part of the story! Anyway, we have an adorable son whom I love and hold dear to me, but the problem is there’s no money to take care of our kid and we’re deep into debt on our credit cards as well as our rent.
So, you might be asking, why is my husband a moron? Here’s the thing: I work three different jobs to try and scrape together enough money to pay for groceries, clothes and any other essentials.
What does my husband do? Absolutely nothing. He got laid off a year ago and hasn’t be able to get a job since. I know the economic times are hard, but that’s no excuse for him. You see, he finds certain jobs beneath him. We have a Starbucks a few blocks away from our apartment that has an opening and there’s no reason why he can’t work there. Trust me, I see the idiots who do serve coffee there and as much of an idiot as my husband is, he could get the job, but apparently he’s too good for it. There are other cases of him acting in such a way.
Is it any wonder that I’m pissed off? But that isn’t the only reason why I want to tell my husband to go fuck off. Besides the fact that he doesn’t work, my cretin of a husband can’t seem to do anything around the house. He just sits around all day. How about cleaning or picking up the groceries?
Here I am working my ass off as a woman and this jerk of a husband can’t lift a finger to do anything. I come home exhausted, only to have to go out and get some food (which goes to the my son and then my husband) or clean the house on the weekends. I barely eat anything. I’m practically just skin and bones! I mean seriously, I’m at the point of fantasizing about robbing McDonald’s… all those hamburgers and fries. Who cares about the money? I’m just so hungry!!
And forget about sleep. I can’t remember the last time I got a good nights sleep. I am just so god damned pissed off. I seriously wish I could tell my husband to fuck off and just leave. I’m tired of being poor, of being married to a loser, of constant calls from collectors. Is it any wonder why I’m pissed off?
Oh and for those of you wondering why I don’t get a divorce. Besides the fact that it would break my son’s heart who for some reason has taken a liking to my bastard of a husband, the fact is, I can’t afford a babysitter or day care and I’m quite sure that none of my jobs would be all too thrilled to see me bring a kid.
I know I keep saying it but seriously I am pissed off and just wish I could tell everyone in the world to go fuck off. When will things get better?
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